Dear Diary,

sorry lah i have not been blogging.
i have soo many things to say cause life has been busy
i have soo many things to tell soo many different people.

so maybe ill give a loonngg speech for everyone.

ready? here it is.

Dont you find that people change?
I do.
I find many people around me change.
I find that they are different.although they are the same
get it?

Its like i dunno they way they talk, their new interests, new people they hang out with
they way they dress. almost everything lah.
these are all the things that different people change about themself.

Its like they are a new them.

You know sometimes change is good and sometimes it can just make you feel so lost.
Its like sometimes you just want that person back.
the person whom you 'fell in love' with. [not necessarily for love; applies for anyone]

so what im basically trying to say is that people change and i know it.
and whether you like it or not, you would have to get used to their "new" selves.
but sometimes when your experiencing what i experience, dont you just want that old person back?

That kental/friendly/*whatever you want here* person back?
Sometimes i do.but i dont think thats happening.
so ill live with this change.
but i wont know for sure how long im able to live with it.
:D

And im not saying i dont change. i think i do.
but i dunoo how it affects people.
so yeah if you dont like with the way I have changed,
dont hang out with me or live with it cause everyone else is.

Dont you also wonder how the human brain works?
Its like sometimes people can be so smart, dumb, yadayada.
And dont expect me to know you that well.

but sometimes i just wish i know everyone.
then this place would be a better place.
sometimes i just wish i knew what you were thinking bout.

but obviously thats not happening. can never will.

Ohbytheway, i know my typing suckszsxzsxssss
not used to it lah. sorry.

This has been by far the most D U L L E S T holiday ever!
And holiday your head lah.

Not expecting much of it.
so yeah.
I WANT TO STAY AT HOME ALL DAY LONG.

this way i can get fairer:D

the best part is, i can get to watch Euro2008 cause we get indo channel.
no need to pay for season pass eh.
although way better quality uh.
but for $50.no way jose.

ciao suckers.

p/s i miss my friends alot.